Earlier today I got some very bad news regarding a friend of mine I've known all my life. Last night she was hit by a drunk driver and she's currently in critical condition in a hospital. She might not make it.

If you haven't noticed, I've been acting differently today.

My way of dealing with pain has three phases. Phase one was immense sadness after I first got the news. I wasn't on here for that time. And the second phase was insecurity, paranoia and guilt. I came here to be surrounded by friends. But I was afraid to bring it up earlier after I got kicked. This was not your fault.

But Phase 3 is a defense mechanism consisting of anger and less self control. I can feel One of My Turns coming on. I feel cold as a razor blade right now. And I will fucking cut you if I am pushed to the slightest extent and I will rip open every fucking insecurity you have without being able to stop myself so don't push me. Because right now I'm mad at god, myself and the world.

I figured I'd warn you while I still had some control in me. Please don't fucking push me tonight, because I am cold as ice right now. And I don't want anybody to get hurt if I explode.

You've been warned. Please be careful.

--Dabomb217 (talk) 00:12, August 26, 2013 (UTC)

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