as you all know i have a more complex structure of parnoia.
sometimes i dont even realize if my own hand is touching mine at times.
yes i have had that experience of looking at something and not realizing my hand grazing the other and i have jumped because of it.
and just a moment ago i felt as if my chair was being pulled by someone behind me but there was no one there.
could have been my own force of motion and i didnt even realize but, there are times i cant even walk into my backroom at myhome with thihnking something is there. The feeling of being watched is really bothering me and i dont like it one bit.
it seems without the forms of comfort im used to i grow even more anxious of things around me.
and yes at times it even feels i cant ev…Read more >
Today i seek what lies in the depths of the forest beyond the city. I have heard legends of dark tales and creatures. I want to seek them out and see if they are true because i believe there are these great forces that are unknown.Read more >